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是為了讓大家想清自己需要些什麼"

今天在xanga random 地看了一篇文章,
一個真人真事的故事,
令我想起和你一起經歷的生活點滴.

3 年半的感情,
很難說忘記就忘記

很多趣事傷心事,
只要看到相似的人和事
很輕易就會回想起.
想起以前吵架的情景,
也會不其然沉默起來,
久久不能釋懷

其實已經盡量不翻看電腦內一堆堆的舊照片
因為怕會回想以往甜蜜的回憶.....

繼續讓傷痛埋在最底心處吧....

時間會沖淡一切.......

工作一直很忙很忙...
忙得沒有時間好好享受我的假期, 人生.

出了幾個月的薪資都沒有好好的"利用"它,
還沒有時間將它狠狠的使掉....
或許這也是好的....
可以讓我好好的將薪資儲起...
其實我還有很多東西想買呢......銀包, 手袋, 手錶......
全部都約$1xxx以上的.....
真的要花多點時間看清楚想買什麼款才買得下手....
因為現在才發現使錢容易賺錢難....

工作的這陣子, 特別是7 8 月,,,
看著那個排得密密麻麻的時間表
真的有想死掉的感覺...

忙碌過後, 辛苦過後, 又只剩下一個空空的軀殼.
放假只是一個讓我喘息的時候,
明天又要繼續的戰鬥了.....
日復一日, 不經不覺已工作了五個月了....

但是, 有時候跟家人, 同學或同事分享工作的趣事也蠻開心的,
原來我都蠻喜歡小朋友, 跟他們溝通...
當然最滿足的就是看著他們學有所成,
可以帶著知識離開, 這是我最想看到的.
頓時覺得辛苦也是值得的.

In these months, I keep evading the issue
and keep hiding all my sadness to the deepest place in my heart.

lots of people ask me about this,
but i just keep evade and run away.
I dont even wanna think about the issue and the truth.

I know my tears will well up in my eyes once I see you again.

I m weak as always.

Its time to end, maybe for now.
and go with our own way. 
I will get better in time.

 曲名：Better In Time
 歌手： Leona Lewis 

 Oooh oooh
 Hmmmmh
 It's been the longest winter
 without you
 I didn't know where to turn to
 See somehow i can't forget you
 After all that we've been through
 Going ,Coming
 Thought i heard a knock
 Thinking that (I deserve it)
 Now i have realised
 that i really didn't knooOooOw
 If you didn't notice
 You mean everything
 (quickly I'm learning)
 To love again (all i know is)
 I'm be oooOook
 Thought i couldn't live without you
 It's going to hurt when it heals too
 Oh yeaah
 (It'll All get better in time)
 Even though i really love you
 I'm gonna smile because i deserve too
 Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
 I could of turned on the TV
 Without something that would
 remind me
 Was it all that easy?
 To just put us out your feeling
 If i'm dreamin
 Don't want to let it
 (hurt my feelings)
 But that's the past (i believe it)
 And i know that, time will heal it
 If you didn't notice
 Well you mean everything
 (quickly i'm learning)
 Oooh turn up again (All i know is)
 I'm be ok
 Thought i couldn't live without you
 It's gonna hurt when it heals too
 Oooh yeah
 (It'll all get better in time)
 Even though i really love you
 I'm gonna smile
 because i deserve too ooh
 (It'll all get better in time)
 Since there's no more you and me
 (No more you and me)
 This time i let you go
 so i can be free
 And Live my life how it should be
 (No No No No No No)
 No matter how hard it is
 I will be fine without you
 Yes i Will
 Thought i couldn't live without you
 It's gonna hurt when it heals too
 Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
 Even though i really loved you
 I'm gonna smile
 cos i deserve too yes i do
 (It'll all get better in time)
 Thought i couldn't live without you
 It's gonna hurt when it heals too
 yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh
 (It'll all get better in time)
 Even though i really loved you
 Going to smile
 cos i deserve too Ooooooh

everything just happen too fast!! maybe i m still not ready about the new job offer......

after 3 months 19 days, i finally got a job- work as a TA at the International Memory Association.

what a big change for me...hvnt expect that i will be a teacher and hold a class in these coming months.

thats a BIG BIG BIG challenge for me !!!! i will try my best to teach and help children to have an enjoyable learning!!!

but the working hour is kinda different with other job... cant go clubbing every weekend lu...so sad for me.........

what a big sacrifice !!!!!!!but life is like this !!!!!!!! time to do sth meaningful for my life!!!!!!

WOOO

星期5又出VAN,,
不過一落船唔係去搵Mr. K,
而係去CARMAN家 pre-drink,
跟住落CLUB....

其實K都嬲嬲地,,
不過我都想見下AR DY CARMAN佢地,,,,
難得有伴落club,,　
同埋次次都係星期5有event
所以次次都係叫佢3點黎接我
面紅紅咁見面....

回想自從7月讀完書之後
呢2個月真係日日玩,
weekend一定有得劈酒,,
weekday就飲beer....
真係日日飲　顛左～

呢2個月黎真係勁social 呀!!!
勁識新朋友, 返學都唔見識咁多
不過呢種生活要暫停啦,,,
因為我將要返part time,,,返到11月,,,
唔可以玩得咁密lu

希望我唔會3分鐘熱度做做下又話累又剩啦